I wonder what it’s like to have someone fall for you. And I mean really fall for you. Not just they want to get in your pants because they think you’re attractive. But be consumed with every little piece of you. The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you just exist. To everyone in love: you don’t know how lucky you are.
Today, I decided that this slump I’ve been in the past year is going to end. I know this won’t be an over night process, but every day I will work on all my self esteem and depressed thoughts.
Today I decided that I am beautiful and that when I look in the mirror I’m going to focus on the things I like about myself and hopefully one day I will love what I see.
Today I decided that I will take care of my body because I deserve that much, not so I can appease people with the way I look. I deserve to feel healthy and happy so I’m going to run because I like the feeling not because I feel fat.
Today I decided that I am not stupid. I am insightful and full of knowledge that others can learn from. Today I decided that I am going to put 100% into my school work because I’m passionate about what I’m learning and I should take advantage of my opportunity to explore all these new ideas that I’m experiencing in college.
Today I decided that no matter how many times I’ve entertained the idea of suicide that that will never be the answer and I have too much room to grow and life to see to end it all now.
Today I decided I was beautiful and so I will carry myself in a way that makes me feel that I matter and that I am so much more than I give myself credit for.